What you may well ask, is that then?
Starting my book for chris'sakes.. I am convinced it's all part of a process that I've had to go through but I think I'm at the end of it now. Ready to move on. Enough is enough!
Last night did it. How did I think that going to an 'Author's Talk' wasn't going to kick me up the bum?
In a good way of course. There they were, three successfully published women telling their own stories of how they did it and clearly loving every minute of sharing it all to a library full of hushed, author struck women. Glammed up, vivacious and bubbling over with tales of travel, research and writing advice, there they were; three juicy carrots .
I have to say I particularly liked the 'you will have to make sacrifices...' although I thought I'd done with all my pruning off - so when she finished off with '...and stop playing with the hoover..' Music to my ears could not have been more celestial.
So that's it. No more excuses. I' m shutting the door on self doubt, I never believed in it anyway. Gone is uncertainty, I know there's a good story in me, and maybe, just maybe its not such a bad thing to face my fears and do it anyway.
Let the damn book begin!!